The Obscure

hullo. I had a physical today. You heard it here first folks, john got felt up by a man. other than that though, the doctor, who is a nice guy when you get past his nut grabbing thing, was asking me questions about things that could mess up my health, and when anxiety and depression came up, I guess my answers intrigued him so he asked more specific questions, that led to lack of sleep, and paranoia, so...yeah, he prescribed me zoloft. he said the only effect that would really affect me was the loss of sex-drive, and given my age that that is probably a good thing hahaha. Also he said after being on it for a week or two, I'll begin to get more vivid dreams, and that will last for like a month. So after this, I started talking to my dad on the way back home, and apparently (more so than I thought) My entire lineage is full of crazy geniuses! like my great grandfather was an artist who suffered from what they now think was some form of schizophrenia, he would paint wacky portaits of people, and be very depressed and tightly strung. On my mums side they are mathletes, and watnot, and they are for the most part alchoholics. So here is the hand I've been dealt, I'm an emotionally deranged half artist half mathlete, who is very easily addicted to mind altering substances AND of course, has acne. Fun times eh? fun damn times. My point here is though, I think that this whole zoloft thing may clear up a lot of my anxiety, and thusly (among other things) cause my acne and wierd finger rash thing to go away. haha and I should get some more sleep, thereby making my headaches go away, also, I'm supposed to go to the gym and work out my leg muscles, and stretch alot, which should neutralize my leg pain. man I tell you, if all goes as planned we should have a well adjusted, unpained, and most of all, Impotent, john that we all can love and adore, but because of the side-effects, I can't love you back...I have no sex-drive. hahaha, oh god, fun times.

quote for the day:"The adult in me likes the reasonable prices." But the kid in me is suicidal over what a fat bastard I'll become!

G'bye everyone, I'm gonna go have no interest in women, hahaha.