The Obscure

So I just got back from niles' house, It was wicked fun. I was playing bongos and tim was playing guit fiddle, and niles was playing his keyboard in fun and interesting ways, and usually I'm all nervous about playing with people there, but I just decided not to care, somewhere in the middle, and then it turned fun. You see, it doesn't really matter if I screw up, or keep bad time, or something, because they already know I'm not a musician, and even if they didn't, I'm not fooling anyone, so I might as well have fun under the illusion that I'm helping. and I did! I tell you, nothing is more fun (barring many things) than playing with two musical geniuses like them, eh? Actually if I figure out more of the intricacies of percussion I really would like to play with people more often, like dave's thing and watnot. So, I gotta help Carol L. move tomorrow, I'm sposda get paid for it, although I doubt it will be a lot, afterwards though I was gonna go to lauren's house or something, which should prove incredibly fun. I never really get to see her enough, I mean, I know I see her at least once a week, and a lot of the time twice, but still, It takes so long to work it out, and there are so many little things we have to do because our parents don't trust us, or whatever. I mean, I can see where they are coming from, but we are 16. I know it's not like we are adults, we don't support ourselves and such, but there really has to be a difference in the system from when you are 14 to when you are 16! Like Lena has almost the exact same thing with H-Diddy, as I refer to him, as I do with lauren, the difference isn't that I am two years older, no no, it's that I've been with lauren for like 8 months, and my mom knew from the start. If the same was true with lena, she'd probably get more leniancy (<-can't remember how to spell that)...anyway, I'm out of frustration now. Hey so I was in school today...big surprise. Yeah...I want to work on comics. you know, I never really do all the ideas for comics I start. I know I could do alot, although it may not be the best comic books in the world, but I never finish it, you know? all the good stuff I have I either throw away for lack of duplicability, or don't show anybody ever, maybe I should just stop caring about that too. I dunno. I'm thinking now that taylor has a good scanner and stuff I may just start drawing and putting it up from his house. I got a really cool Idea for a painting or something at niles' today, by the way. It's like, a giant elaborate machine (really exagerated and detailed for the sake of...fun.) and in it is this really evil looking plant with tar dripping from it, and it's growing bigger and bigger, you know? and gumming up the works, screwing up the gears and watnot. I thought of it cause of this whole Idea I had about things, like "God made the universe as this big elaborate machine, all running in perfect time, but when sin entered the equation and grew and grew, it started putting stops in the machine, and causing errors." that sort of deal. Pretty cool eh? welp, I'm out fellas, seeya!

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