The Obscure

alright, I'm gonna update now. All of you know the story of how Lauren decided we are apparently not going to be together right now, I can deal with this now. It took me 72 hours of being locked up in my dark room watching Star Trek and X-files re-runs but I'm cool with it now haha. I'm sorry I kind of pussied out on everybody, I'm not very strong emotionally.

I had to talk to my Parents about my ambition to walk to california. Haha, I've always wanted to do that, it wasn't a recent developement, and when Lauren did the whole breaking up thing the idea seemed very appealing. My mom pleaded with me not to, so I stuck around. The cool thing is, if I pass juinior year then this summer they are going to send me on a three week bus trip to california, I'm gonna stop for like two days in omaha, and then hang out for like 2 days at this woman who my mum used to be best friends with's house, Sabrina was her name, in california, and then come back home by bus. It sounds kind of bogus but I need to see something outside of Massive-Two-Shits here, I'd meet new people and see new stuff, stop off in most of the major cities for a while. It'd just be great for me I think, I'm very excited about it. Doesn't it seem cool to you? Just taking a bunch of buses across the country and stopping for a couple hours at least in like new york and chicago and stuff, and journaling everything down and such? Who knows, maybe I'll make some friends with whom I can stay if I ever want to do another road trip, that would be pretty righteous.

Yeah anyway, that's all I have to say about that. Again I'm sorry I've been dumb for the past few days, I know I deserve this, it's my fault after all. I'll talk to you guys later.