The Obscure

hey y'all. Just got back from the mall, found a copy of "american splendor" by harvey pekar/robert crumb (written by pekar, illustrated by crumb) but it was too much (too much being more than 6 bucks) So I didn't get it. Instead I squandered my hard earned six bucks on a tiny, unfulfilling meal of grilled cheese and french fries. At least I paid tim back the forty five bucks I owed him though, so I'm pretty content with money right now, despite the fact that I still have none.

I'm watching Saving Silverman right now, it's actually kind of funny.

On an entirely unrelated note, I think if I were going to kill myself, I would stab myself through the heart. I mean, it'd be pretty quick; not as quick as a gun I guess but it seems more elegant than a gun, I mean with a bullet it would just pop through and your dead, but with a knife you'd feel the steel inside your heart for a second. Maybe that doesn't sound like a good way to go for your but what do you know? haha. Seriously though, I don't want to die from some kind of illness, slowly fading away like that, and I don't want to die in a way that takes away my dignity, whatever imodicum of dignity I have, at any rate. So here's the deal, when I turn 85, I want one of you reading this to stab me through the heart, alright? It's a deal!

I'm sleepy, I'm gonna go, I just wanted to have some k ind of update on the site, haha, see you later.