The Obscure

I'm leeeeeeeeeeeavin, on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be baaack again.

Howdy Y'all. This is my official blog update for the day. I've been finding myself putting them up about three a day lately, just because I have a computer in my room and nothing else to do while I sit here pathetically hoping I'll talk to Lauren online even though she is at work. I'm not very good at being single.

I'm feeling very chipper right now, I have hit this high in my cartooning and writing abilities lately, I think I do actually have Lauren to thank for that, I'm kind of unfettered lately; which may not be entirely a good thing, a lot of the things I draw and write aren't exactly kosher. Who knows.

I'm leeeeeeeeeeeavin, on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be baaack again.

I had thought that vacation was next week. Taylor rudely informed me that I was wrong on that account, that rat bastard. So now I have a whole 'nother week of school before I get to be free again. *sigh* Speaking of school, I'm actually passing it right now. As far as I know. I mean, the only class I don't know for sure that I am passing (for my current yearly average, not term haha) is history. I don't know if I'll pass history this year, but with any luck I should be able to take summer school. It'll be another hundred bucks though, I still haven't paid my parents back for last year's.

I feel kind of like I am going to vomit. I don't know if you are cool with that, if not I guess I won't vomit. It's all about YOU isn't it?!

I've been very comfortable with myself lately, in that I no longer really care that I am ugly, haha. It's kind of strange because lately my skin has broken out and I'm entirely out of shape and I don't have my normal shampoo so my hair is all scraggly and I keep on forgetting to shave so I have like this dirtlip thing going on half the time that isn't even cool stubble it's just like... well... dirt. The way I see it, I don't care if people think I'm attractive or not, in fact, if they did, I'd probably avoid them more. I'm more comfortable thinking that everyone hates my looks (don't comment about that please, I know all I'm going to get is jokes about how you all hate my looks. I'm talking to you Taylor.)

Hey remember that bus trip thing I wrote about a while back? I am uber excited about it now. I've been planning more and more of it, although I may still not be able to go. The condition was I had to pass junior year, and that remains to be seen. Still, here's the run down. I'll go across the country on the northern side, stopping in like new york and such, and spending a night or two at the house's of family friend's, you know? then I'll stop in California for like three days and hang out with my (fake) aunt sabrina, and then I'll travel south along the coast of california and go back east across the country in the deep south so I can check out that bodizzle too. I can gaurantee you the entire time I'll be singing "old black water" by the doobie brothers. I've been doing that for months anyway. The real cool idea I have is, if this trip turns out to be cool and not gay, I'm gonna turn it into a comic book. Or a graphic novella of some kind, not uber long but pretty long. I'll just journal everything that happens and if it's interesting or if much funny stuff happens then I'll toin it into a graphic novel or something and it will be AWESOME. Then again I'll probably just not do that, and plan to.

I'm leeeeeeeeeeeavin, on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be baaack again.

I'm rambling, like uber rambling. I don't give a deuce. I can't tell you guys what's really on my mind right now because it's too personal, plus it doesn't make any sense. I feel like my brain is both complaining about the universe and thanking God for my existence at the same time, it's a strange feeling.

Anyway, I'm gonna go now. G'bye fewahs.

P.S. I got that jetplane song stuck in my head, Thanks Tim.

I'm leeeeeeeeeeeavin, on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be baaack again.
I'm leeeeeeeeeeeavin, on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be baaack again.