The Obscure

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

 
Hello again, one and all. A large dose of clonapyn has recently been inserted into my digestive system, thus it is really only a matter of time before I stumble off blindly to bed.
Anything that happens, you know I am to blame. Gonna find myself a doctor, and perhaps my luck will change. Round about now I find myself incredibly depressed, today another family tragedy struck the hour as our incredibly old and lovably disgusting cat, Chelsea, was taken from us.
On the plus side, Maria's surgery went quite well, or so I hear. Now we only have to wait and see if it actually does anything.

Do not judge my brain power by the grammar and content of this blog post, I know not what I do.

It brings me near tears to think of Chelsea's death. I know that may sound strange to you folk, as I have made jokes about her prolonged lifespan so many times now that her dying should seem more like a punchline than anything else. I would still be sad about losing her, of course, but after the immense length of time she spent sick and exhausted, I would think that dying would be just like going to sleep after a long day at the Job.
The thing that made me so sad though, was that, well... Chelsea was my Uncle John's cat, until he grew unable to take care of her and we had to take her off his hands. When she was a kitten she was abused horribly, so as an older cat she was mean to everyone, she bit and scratched us indiscriminately, and no one was safe from her attacks--save my Uncle John, who loved her profusely and, at least to my child's eye, appeared to be loved back.
The fact that she managed to hold out and keep on living right up until he passed away is... is just more than I can bear. It puts her extreme old age into a different perspective for me; and though I'm almost sure it was only coincidence, it somehow makes grieving over my uncle more painful than it already was.

Again, I apologize for the grammar and content of this post. I have slept very little in the past few weeks, my body is deteriorating at a much faster rate than usual lately, so things that used to be normal for me, like writing blog posts, are now clumsily performed and inadequate.

That being said, thank you for reading. That is to say, thank you for reading, if you read it. Now I am going to try and make my way to bed. Wish me luck.

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