The Obscure

I woke up this morning with love in mind

That is something Taylor has said to me several times, I don't know if it has ever been true on the occasions during which he said it.
This morning I actually woke up with a words burning in my mind, and I rushed to get my notebook and write them down. It was a poem that came out, I don't often write poetry, and the poetry I do write probably isn't very good; but whenever I write it, it just kind of pours out of me. I don't really think through how the words are going to rhyme, I don't really think about how the syllables in the poem are going to match up, they just happen to do so. It is a very strange thing, but I enjoy it, every time I finish something, something that my mind created and so potently wanted me to express that it woke me up at 7 a.m., I get a deep sense of satisfaction. It feels like I created something, and that is the greatest thing a human can do, the greatest ability we have is to create. In that way we are also built in the image of God.
I am going to get my books sometime tonight, probably before 10. I might go to Lowe's and buy a piece of plywood, too, depending on how much it costs. I have to put a new back onto my new bookshelf (that is actually very very old) and set it up in my room. That is a project that will really require a few days worth of work and possibly a new table (to hold my TV) but when I'm done I will have my books and TV and movies and cds in there, there will no longer be any reason to leave! Except work, and friends, and basic carnal needs (Not the dirty ones, you perverts!... I could stay in the room for that.)
Actually I may not go get my books tonight, I'm pretty tired. Also, I don't like going to my storage room alone, and my sister is incapacitated. She ran out into the street and hit a car. That is not written incorrectly, my friends, she actually ran into the car, and the car was moving, so it ran over her foot. I think she broke it, but I don't know for sure yet. She said she is going to finally take my advice about crosswalks now, though.
It amazes me, she wants to get a car and her license so she can drive, but she can't even walk without crashing yet.

Well, I feel gross from work, so I am going to go take a shower. My weird cleanliness is coming back, I took a shower this morning and now I am taking one again. I can never remember how to spell weird. Wierd, weird.... It is my Achilles' Heel.
Wellllll, off to the bathroom!